Chilling out with JaOng

what's up doc?

2011-06-23T18:38:00.005+10:00

Jaong23...BACK!

It's the end of exams now and gosh does it feel good. Waking up at noontime... sleeping late at night watching pokemon, hopefully this will be a sign of great times during these holidays. It feels really long that I haven't written something on the blog.. I think it might have been around 1 year? Will try and blog more often now that I have lots of time during the holidays.

So...in the time between now and when i last started blogging... i...have...a... GIRLFRIEND!

You can stand under my umbrella-ella-ella

Hi Rachel!! She's a good kid, a bit high maintenance sometimes, but relatively a good kid. She likes sunflowers, her favourite colour is pinkish-purple, and she does not drink water (very much). Our union started on the 20th of January 2010 and still going strong hehe :) we've had our ups and downs, seesawing through our relationship but God has brought us through thick and thin, for better or for worse, in sickness and in health :O OOPS HAVE I SAID TOO MUCH?! :p yeah love my darling Rachel and will continue to love her when she makes me prawn toast and makes me happy and also when she's really silly and driving me mad. Here's to us. Cheers girl.

And...IMPACT "The Big Solution" camp is coming up! from 7th-10th july, me and the youth will be going to the city to be a difference, to impact and to get our hands dirty. basically...

Thursday 7 July
· Welcome and introduction
· Dinner
· Urban Seed City Night Walk. This will be a contemplative group walk through the Melbourne CBD, providing an opportunity to view our city streets with a fresh perspective, followed by a debrief session over supper.

Friday 8 July
· Urban Seed City Walk (full day). This will be an interactive walk around the city, addressing homelessness, addiction and community involvement. It will be a hands-on experience, including anecdotes and stories that bring urban issues alive, help break down stereotypes and promote consideration of the risks associated with alcohol and drug abuse and wider cultural issues.
· Camp chill-out session: Movie night

Saturday 9 July
· Inaugural Impact Charity Soccer Tournament! Bring friends and participate to raise funds to support homeless and disadvantaged.
· Camp evening session: Featuring the Impact Youth praise&worship team and Pastor Lloyd Hollingsworth. Ps Lloyd is a third generation Aboriginal pastor who works with marginalised and disadvantaged indigenous people. He has been involved in politics, social justice, and will give us a fresh understanding of how we can relate to the Indigenous Australians who share our land.

Sunday 10 July
· Bread of Life Church Youth Sunday service: The Impacters will be running the service from start to end, with Ps Lloyd Hollingsworth taking the stage once again with an inspirational message.

it's really shaping up to be a great camp...and dare i say, the BEST camp to date. any IMPACTers reading this, ask your friends and get them to come. i'm in the process of asking my friends myself and hopefully a good response will ensue.

it's time for dinner now. going out to dinner with some school friends and yeah, as alluded to earlier, bring on the holidays! :D

toodaloo,

JaOng23

COMING SOON: the return of JaOng

2011-06-20T21:16:00.000+10:00

As of Wednesday, June 22nd 2011, JaOng23, otherwise known as "siewyoke" on msn, will make his triumphant return to blogworld :O :O :O

Reviving the blog - yay or nay?

2011-05-23T00:34:00.000+10:00

In light of my girlfriend's blog-writing, i'm tempted to start writing about things again. all in favour?

the loo invasion of melbourne

2009-12-29T20:11:00.001+11:00

What a week it has been. The loo's have come and gone and it has been a great time having their company for the past week. It's kinda nice having some "new" faces around for a change.

Highlights of the Loo visit were:

AVATAR 3D!
Boxing day shopping
Kevin and Sara's first O-Bento experience
Hunting for magnum sandwiches
Settling for golden gaytime instead of magnum sandwiches
Frankston beach
Balderdash with kev, sara, and joanne until 2am
'Sharing is caring' and prayer session after epic balderdashing

and last but not least, GELARE WAFFLES WITH ICE CREAM! otherwise known as mofo waffles, can be found on the cinema level at westfield doncaster. It has got an amazing texture with a creamy feel from the ice-cream and the whipped cream. To top it off, the sweet sensation of the maple syrup makes this dessert a tantalizing treat that makes you want to come back for more and truly, "don't stop til you get enough". wooooooooooooooooooooooaaaaaaawwwwwww!!

To the main cast of this great adventure film that has been my life the past week, Kevin and Sara Loo, thanks for taking part and playing your roles so precisely. I couldn't have asked for more and it has been a pleasure having you on the cast. To side characters such as Joanne Yu and Ian Chan, just to name a few, you have played a part in this wonderful production and hats off to your efforts! An awesome way to end 2009 with the doons. Love love love it.

and Ian Chan, hope you are feeling much better and please don't go overstuffing yourself on indomie ever again!

peace out peeps,
lonelyboy23

JASON'S BLOG HAS BEEN INVADED BY AN ALIEN

2009-12-16T23:58:00.000+11:00

And the alien is now able to post stuff whenever it wants if it wants. Also the alien isn't a stereotypically weird creature, it's a cool one.

Writing something purely for the sake of writing something after having infiltrated Jason's blog:

Sigh, want to go to Malaysia/Asia. "It feels like we go back to Malaysia every summer," said one of my friends; so it's easy to associate the summer holidays with a holiday in Malaysia. Oh man, I didn't even grow up there, but it feels so much like home. The weather (yes I actually like hot + humid), the language (Hokkien ftw), and oh man, being able to just step outside (when staying at a hotel in Singapore/KL) and walk around the shops - like there's actually a nightlife, nothing compared to the "nightlife" of Melbourne city - and get food at anytime especially at hawker stores oh my gosh plastic bagged kolo mee!

Some siew yoke. Like?

the big five oh...and the most revealing post yet. BEWARE READERS.

2009-11-06T00:54:00.000+11:00

It's been a rollercoaster week filled with highs and inevitably lows, and when I mean lows, I mean REALLY REALLY low. At some points this week, I felt that I had reached my breaking point. I felt helpless. I felt that there was no more gas in the tank. It's been a question of loneliness this week where sometimes, I feel like I'm just so alone with no one right by my side as I go from day-to-day activities. Sometimes, it feels like the thing that keeps me going is God's grace and his will for my life. That's when I flashbacked to this song, with incredible lyrics that comforts me, especially in the chorus, because after all, WE ARE NOT ALONE.

You're Not Alone - Saosin

It's just like him
To wander off in the evergreen park
Slowly searching
For any sign of the ones he used to love
He says he's got nothing left to live for
(He says he's got nothing left)
And this time I think you'll know

You're not alone
There's more to this I know
You can make it out
You will live to tell

She's just like him
Spoiled rotten, confused by the lies shes been fed
She's searching for no one (but herself)
Her eyes turn to green and she seems to be happy that she is here
And this time I think you'll know

You're not alone
There is more to this I know
You can make it out
You will live to tell

You're not alone
There is more to this i know
You can make it out

(There is more to know)

We're not alone
There is more to this i know
You can make it out
You will live to tell

(So tell them)

You're not alone
There is more to this i know
You can make it out
You will live to tell

You're not alone
There is more to this i know
You can make it out
You will live to tell

You're not alone
You're not, you're not alone

THERE IS MORE TO THIS THAT I ABSOLUTELY UNDENIABLY KNOW. And it's gonna be a heck of a journey figuring it out. I can only carry on this journey with loved ones whom I know will catch me whenever I stumble and fall but at the same time, it's important to KNOW YOUR BOUNDARIES.

"Sometimes it's hard to see the lines we've drawn, until we cross them. That's when we rely on the ones we love to pull us back, and give us something to hold on to. Then there are the clearly marked lines, the ones if you dare cross, you may never find your way back. xoxo" - Gossipgirl

31 days and counting...

2009-10-17T13:38:00.000+11:00

Just about a month to freedom now and I can't wait.
A month to holidays.
A month to 6 hour FM days.
A month to sleeping at 2am and waking up at 12pm.
A month to hazelnut/vanilla latte.
A month to home movies and milo.
JUST ONE MORE MONTH BABYYY WOOOO!! :D

even if the sky is falling down...

2009-10-06T21:51:00.000+11:00

This is one of the songs that I've been listening to so much these days. It's like my walking-back-from-Pines song, bathroom-singing song cos it just gets me into a fine mood. Not only cos I've been getting into RnB sort of stuff lately, but a catchy tune and great lyrics makes a perfect recipe for a nice song, well at least in JaOng's books anyway. Oh and did I mention, this song kinda reminds me of you.

Down - Jay Sean ft. Lil Wayne
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Even if the sky is falling down,
Down, down
Ooh (ohhh)

You oughta know, tonight is the night to let it go,
Put on a show, I wanna see how you lose control,
So leave it behind 'cause we, have a night to get away,
So come on and fly with me, as we make our great escape.

So baby don't worry, you are my only,
You won't be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You'll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Even if the sky is falling down,

Just let it be, come on and bring your body next to me,
I'll take you away, hey, turn this place into our private getaway,

So leave it behind 'cause we, have a night to get away,
So come on and fly with me, as we make our great escape,
(So why don't we run away)

So baby don't worry, you are my only,
You won't be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You'll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Even if the sky is falling down,

(LiL Wayne)
Even if the sky is falling down like she 'posed to be,
She gets down low for me,
Down like her temperature, cause to me she zero degrees,
She cold, over freeze,
I got that girl from overseas,
Now she my miss America,
Now can I be her soldier please,
I'm fighting for this girl,
On a battlefield of love,
Don't it look like baby cupid sendin arrows from above,
Don't you ever leave the side of me,
Indefinitely, not probably,
And honestly I'm down like the economy,
Yeahhhhhh

So baby don't worry, you are my only,
You won't be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You'll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Even if the sky is falling down

just for taylor.

2009-09-17T13:11:00.000+10:00

Taylor Swift.

A mega-talented individual who I've come to appreciate her country-style music and her heartfelt performances. Yes I've even downloaded her album which features awesome songs such as "Love Story" and "You Belong With Me". What's frightening is that she's only a 19-year old teen and with her accomplishments so far, there's no doubt that she'll go far in the music industry.

Her most recent award coming at the MTV Video Music Awards when she took out the "Best Female Video' for "You Belong With Me". It was a great achievement for her until Kanye spoilt the party. Why can't you just let her have her moment, Kanye?!

Besides that, I have no doubt that this will be the start of an illustrious career for young Taylor and I hope that she'll continue to produce lots more tracks because I love listening to her music :)

a reprise from an earlier post.

2009-09-10T19:02:00.000+10:00

You got a piece of me
And honestly
My life would suck without you

you've been the best thing that has happened to me this year. Sometimes you might not know it but you've always made me feel much better when I am down.

you make me happy, you make me feel the way I do. I love you.

D&M's... not to be confused with M&M's :p

2009-09-07T21:01:00.000+10:00

Deep and meaningful's. Conversations that lift you up when you're down. Conversations that helps you get through the toughest times in your life. Conversations that makes your tear ducts work overtime. Conversations that are ESSENTIAL.

Deep and meaningful conversations is talking about mental issues that are laying burdens on you. Through these conversations, it helps you to discover yourself and discover where you are heading in life. For those of you who know me really (and i mean, REALLY) well, you would have known that I've gone through a lot of emotional stress and many issues arose that I really could not deal with myself. That's where the dnm's come in and boy, did they help immensely! Not only did it make me feel better about my situations, but it really helped me discover my internal problems and target the cause of these problems. You see, for me, when I share and I open up, it's always beneficial for someone to assess your problem because you might not see the little nitty-gritty since you want to view your problem the way how you want to view your problem. This means that you don't see the fine detail that is wrong which causes you to believe that your problem is not as big when it actually is.

We all hear that you can't go through life alone and for me, building up friendships is something that I strive to achieve as I journey through life. I thank God for giving me the friends that I have and it's been a great joy and a blessing to get to know the people whom I call 'friends' today more and more as time ticks along. I don't like to name names but you know who you are when I say that I'm able to lay my life as an open book before you where you can flick through each chapter and read about my struggles, my joys, my heartaches and giving me awesome advice whenever I needed it that made me feel much better. For that, I'm deeply encouraged and blessed by your support :)

A vital element in a friendship that allows DNM to occur is TRUST. It is so easy to pour out your life secrets to someone and then allow yourself to get hurt by the sea of people that knows about your secrets 2 weeks later. I know I've been guilty of that and let me take the time now to say that I'm terribly sorry for the times I've wronged any one of you by breaking that trust bond that was formed in our DNM friendship. But really, if you haven't already, find some people around you whom you can share your life with, someone whom you can be open to, and most importantly, someone you can trust. Don't let yourself fall into the emptyness of being alone because when you think that there's no one to catch you when you fall, look around. There's a whole lot of God's people, who was created in his image, to support you as you journey through life and find the divine plan that God has blueprinted out for you.

thanks for stopping by. hope you'll be blessed by this post.

jase :)

short and sweet (literally)

2009-09-02T21:21:00.001+10:00

A long day it has been but it's been fun. Uni was surprisingly entertaining with first chem prac where I made several acquaintances, and a ripper student life bible study about forgiveness, spanning into some well-deserved naps during the afternoon lectures. Looks like I'll have to catch up online then...

VIETDINNERWITHARCHINERDANDMOJO. Haven't caught up with the latter in agessss so it was good to catch up again! It was great to get the gg scandals going again and having a nice viet dinner. Finally capped off the night with some glorious crepes at harajuku, hence the title short and SWEEEEET *boy sometimes i kill myself with my lame jokes*

ohhh no... assignments has caught up to me. This post is well below my average of 789.5 words per post but I shall find the time to post again! :)

seriously, just stop. you don't seem to learn, do you?!

ALISTAIR THE MAN!

2009-08-24T20:35:00.001+10:00

Stairrrrrr is 18!!

Boy, this guy is such an awesome person for me to get to know over the past few years and I think it's time he deserves a belated post just about him on his special day. I've known stair since the 1st time I came to bol and right from the start, we clicked right away. Despite the differences that we may have such as supporting different soccer teams, me going for arsenal and him going for Chelsea (yuckkkk...), we learn to put aside our differences and increase our friendship exponentially. Put this guy on a soccer pitch and he's the best shot-stopper I've ever seen. He's also been a real influence in my song choices and what I listen to. I even have a folder in 'My Music' in my comp that is titled "stair's music". Not only does he have good taste in music, he's also very talented playing music and singing as well. He's a very versatile guy that can play cello, piano and the guitar really well and it's been great having him on the IMPACT worship team as a musician and also as a worship leader.

I will never forget the times we spent together just having a good laugh or a good time. Like the pantai meat pies and the pokemon bonsly episode the night before. Hahahaha and how can we not include all those church/youth camp episodes which will be only between you and me and will not be opened up to the general public. So many memories, I could go on and on but we'll stop here...I hope we'll be able to have many more Jason + Alistair moments to put in our collection loll.

Another thing about stair, his heart for God is undeniably genuine and that's the thing that amazes me so much about this guy is that he wholeheartedly worships God and his enthiusasm rubs very much on me when he's worshipping. I know God has so much in store for this great man of God and I hope that stair, you will come to realise your potential in what you can achieve in this world for Christ. I can see the fire burning in you to want to make a difference in your school and when you get there next year, in your university. It's been very encouraging to see how God has been working in your life and what he will be doing in your life down the track and I just hope that he'll pour his richest blessings upon you and your family as you continue to serve him faithfully in all that you do. there's nothing more that i can say except that stair, you are a-m-a-z-i-n-g! Love ya TRILLIONS bro :D

jaseee

music. food for the soul

2009-08-10T20:18:00.001+10:00

alright i've been distracted. i should be doing some studies but i meant to post this yesterday but got distracted as well.

so... music, everyone loves it that apple is now filthy rich from sales of iPods all around the world. and i'm guilty of contributing to their wealthiness, not that i'm complaining or anything :p but really, music has so much more to offer us than good riffs and catchy tunes. i was those type of people that used to listen and like a song just because it had a good tune and if it didn't have a good tune but really nice and meaningful lyrics, i chose not to listen to it and deleted it from my library. NOW, its' a different story. lyrics grabs me more than anything else in a song. and i have lost count of how many times i have been comforted/felt awesome/cried/laughed during a song because that is what the real intention of music is: to nourish your soul. when you're down, try putting some "beautiful day" on, when you're happy, put some "michael jackson" on to get your groove going!

as a christian, when you hear the word "worship", the first thing that always comes to mind is MUSIC. of course, we all know it's more than just music, and all the sermons given by jon t can agree with more on that but i won't go into that. *and as we speak, Jon T has just signed in. LoL* so music in worship, no doubt it's one of the most commonly used method and the most understood method of worship and that's true. it's also one of the most effective methods as you can always sense god's presence in singing songs to him, whether it may be in the quietness of your own room, or at church/youth/other holy places, or even when you're sitting down next to the hot chick on the bus, somehow it just gives you so much peace and joy when you actually soak in the words and worship god yourself during these moments. sometimes you can't help but cry or put on your biggest smile when you're truly worshipping and i believe THAT IS GOD WORKING IN YOU that as you worship him, the joy and peace that comes with it flows from inside you to the outside where everyone can see.

alright worship leader experiences, i've been worship leading at youth when i was 16 and boy, has it been a journey. i remember starting out, i had so much to learn technically e.g when to come in during songs, the hand signals, that sort of stuff and it was daunting at the start but as time goes on, i realise that who really cares if you stuff up here and there (minorly of course)...sure, just a few laughs or a few eyebrows raised but ultimately, worship is an individual's personal time with god and i've really come to value that as a worship leader not to interfere with their time with god but to encourage and lead people into the place that god wants them to be. also, on a side note and just to leave this out in the open, when i'm worship leading, it is really encouraging when i'm up there looking at the impacters truly worshipping. it makes me excited and encourages me to dig deeper and tap at the things that god has in store for our wonderful youth group. so keep it up guys! :)

thanks for stopping by. comments much appreciated!

JaOng23

my life would suck without you

2009-07-27T22:30:00.001+10:00

after listening to the cobus remix of this song, i've really had a knack for this song. really catchy tune and awesome lyrics. my life would seriously suck without YOu...and You...and YoU, and of course...YOU ;D

[Verse 1:]
Guess this means you're sorry
You're standing at my door
Guess this means you take back
All you said before
Like how much you wanted
Anyone but me
Said you'd never come back
But here you are again

[Chorus:]
Because we belong together now
Forever united here somehow
Yeah you got a piece of me
And honestly
My life would suck without you

[Verse 2:]
Maybe I was stupid for telling you goodbye
Maybe I was wrong for trying to pick a fight
I know that I've got issues
But you're pretty messed up too
Either way I found out
I'm nothing without you

[Chorus:]
Because we belong together now
Forever united here somehow
Yeah you got a piece of me
And honestly
My life would suck without you

[Bridge:]
Being with you is so dysfunctional
I really shouldn't miss you
But I can't let you go
Oh Yeah

[Chorus:]
Because we belong together now
Forever united here somehow
Yeah you got a piece of me
And honestly
My life would suck without you

and here's the link to the cobus vid. go check it out. you know you want to.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5fmtkuNjw80

8 years and counting...

2009-07-26T19:53:00.000+10:00

FAITHFULNESS. That is the theme. for BOL's 8th church anniversary, that is. looking back, it's been a real joy to be involved in Bread Of Life Church Melbourne since i arrived in 2003. the friendships that i've come to make and develop with the what-is-now-known-as impacters have undoubtedly been an integral part of my life and i wouldn't trade them for anything in the world (even though some of them get on my nerves sometimes.. :p). but overall, it's been a real blessing and joy to come to know these great people of god and i've loved every time spent with them, whether it may be on a friday night at impact, at church, or even out playing soccer after church on a lovely sunday afternoon. i really hope to continue these friendships with you and let's really live up to be what our name suggests hey...and that is IMPACT!! :D

on to the anniversary itself, mark chong, i take my hat off to you. your arrangement of songs was absolutely brilliant and it was such a pleasure to serve with you today. the items in between, really good even though iChan couldn't get through all the items without updating his fb status ROFL. message convicted you to live faithfully, and post-service lunch...ahhhh how can you go wrong with chillipadi?! yumm yumm yumm.

uniiii tommorow. alright alright, i think it is time for...TIMETABLE!! Here goes:
Monday 11am - 5pm
Tuesday 10am - 5pm (2pm finish if no prac)
Wednesday 10am - 5pm (2pm start if no prac)
Thursday OFF
Friday 9am - 12pm

and i have a newfound craze for air supply. "i'm all out of love, i'm so lost without youuuuuu" haha awesome stuff! thanks for stopping by. go, be merry, live your life!

til next time,
jaOng

what? what?! i'm back!

2009-07-13T17:10:00.000+10:00

Wow, it's been a long time since i've posted on this deserted blog but i guess it's been a real hectic but incredible 3 weeks that has passed by. With wollongong/sydney, impact youth camp, and student life camp on the agenda in the past 3 weeks, it was really one of the highlights so far of this year.

WOLLONGONG/SYDNEY
Notice how wollongong has my surname in it not once but TWICE. makes it a more awesome place, i reckon. Neways, it was an awesome time spending time with the loo's and of course, ian chan who kept updating his status everywhere he went. "ian is playing kingdom hearts on ps2", "ian is in the streets of sydney", "ian is watching transformers 2 at IMAX". hmmm a bit over the top huh iChan? but really, it was an incredible trip nonetheless topped with chicko's (brilliant burgers and top-notch chips that will leave you craving for more), pokemon, monopoly, sight-seeing, and much much more. LOO'S, you better come to melb end of year haha!

IMPACT YOUTH CAMP

Wow! all i can say is just...WOW! youth camp was just unbelievably awesome, from the start to the finish, all the joys and the laughs shared with everyone...PRICELESS. a lot of great moments during the camp namely:

THE RISE OF ASHLEY - van wilder 2 is called 'the rise of taj'. maybe the bol version can be 'the rise of ash'. but of course, i don't condone the material shown to be of van wilder material...
Affirmation wall! a brilliant way to deepen each other's friendships by saying encouraging words..well i hope so anyway. thanks ida and rachel for making it happen. BEST...I KNOW RIGHT?!
JT and Jem getting dumped...with ice-cold water when they were showering at 12 midnight!
Soccer, soccer and more soccer. and the unearthing of bol's up and coming female soccer superstar, Jane Lee! a.k.a the Wall. she has her bruises and battle scars to show which is a sign of true superstardom. come on Jane-Lee Kenobi, you were destined for success on the soccer pitch!
The return of Randall Low! what a timely return! just made this camp so much fun with his antics and his humour. apart from being a walking boom box, he's also very...um...funny.

and of course, all the random yet awesome bonding between impacters.

STUDENT LIFE CAMP (MYC)
So, just the day after youth camp, four tired individuals (me, bryan, jane, and daniel) made a looooooong trip to Albury for MYC!! WHAT UP?! overall, it was a really awesome time getting to know fellow melb uni students who are absolutely pumped to make an impact in melb uni, and also meeting other uni students from different uni's. as the 2nd semester dawns on me, i'm really gonna try and work my timetable around the student life meeting times so i can get along to student life on a regular basis. the ppl were really friendly to me and i just clicked with them straightaway. plus their great heart for god made it a double win for jaong.

and how could we not forget "student life delight" performed exclusively at MYC by the barbershop group?! the group that i was randomly invited upon arrival to MYC by the leader, JAM!! ok ok let me fill you in. "student life delight" is a rendition of anchorman's "afternoon delight". it was a 4 part harmony and not only did i get to sing, but make brilliant friendships with the other participants. bryan and danny fan has the vid of it, so go hound them if you wanna watch. although bryan said he's gonna put it on facebook/youtube soon...

wow, i think i've gone on enough about this magnificient 3 weeks. maybe it's because of the holidays and i have all these free time on my hands, that's why i have the urge to blog to kill time. but hopefully, i'll get around to posting more stuff that goes on in the life of JaOng. thanks for stopping by.

and congrats joanne yu for completing season 1 of gg in less than 48 hours.

love song

2008-12-19T01:12:00.000+11:00

this song has got me hooked on it like a drug. was listening to it just in the car this afternoon and the tune was really catchy, decided to download it and as i was listening to it more intently, it has a real sweet storyline to it and ALMOST brought me to tears the first time i heard it...and i say ALMOST because there was ppl in the room so it wouldn't be cool to start crying when other people are around :)

Love Song - Taylor Swift
We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony of summer air

See the lights,
See the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
You say hello
Little did I know

That you were Romeo you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said:

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet cause we're dead if they know
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

Cause you were Romeo I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
And I was begging you please don't go and I said:

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real,
Don't be afraid
We'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes, oh,

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town I said:

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think
He knealt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said:

Marry me Juliet you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad you'll pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes (this is supercalifrickin awesome)

Oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh, oh

Cause we were both young when I first saw you

i'll be your romeo anyday...

galvanic cells

2008-11-22T11:25:00.000+11:00

Love can sometimes be like a galvanic cell. One half keeps on breaking and losing themselves, whereas the other half keeps on gaining but what they gain doesn't actually become part of themselves and is just a coating on the outside. This is what we call 'UNREQUITED LOVE'. The salt bridge in this case, is other people such as friends and family who help keep your life in equilibrium during these times. The only contradiction in this experiment is that unrequited love does not result in the lightbulb shining which signifies hope and completeness, but more rejection and despair.

this crush ain't going away...

2008-10-01T20:38:00.000+10:00

I have finally found the perfect song for me. the tune is good too. but the lyrics are, well, spot on.

Crush - David Archuleta

I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush

'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?

See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

i'm hoping to try and record this song just for my own pleasure of listening and whoever else that wants to. joanne, can you help me do a piano version? or ian, a guitar version? that would be swell :)

we need each other...

2008-08-31T18:13:00.000+10:00

wooo it's jaong back from a long time not blogging here. so much has passed since i last posted. from new haircuts to deep, piercing thoughts being instilled in my mind each day. it's been up and down, kinda like a rollercoaster it seems that you're on top of the world one second and then plummet down right back to earth the next. but in times like these, you know you can always turn to god, friends/family and those closest to you. and that's precisely what my song dedication talks about. for those of you who's been there for me (you know who you are) in the tough, in the rough, THIS SONG IS FOR YOU. oh how we need each other so much.

We Need Each Other - Sanctus Real
I think I caught a glimpse of
Life without friends
Bitter, empty, hollow, dark and lonely
We never meant to hurt each other
So Can’t we trust again
And take it as a chance
To keep on growing

I don’t know why it doesn’t come easy
But I know that we could be happy
If we’d only learn to love

Oh oh we need each other
So what’s the fighting for
Oh oh we need each other
Please don’t close the door
Oh oh we need each other
Through all the highs and lows
Oh oh we need each other
Cuz no one’s meant to live alone

Life revolves around the need
Of having someone
Causing every complicated feeling
Oh and I don’t want to lose you
And there is nothing wrong with
Telling me what you need
To keep our love strong

It’s just a part of being a family
Taking the good with the bad and the ugly
If we could only learn to love

Oh oh we need each other
So what’s the fighting for
Oh oh we need each other
Please don’t close the door
Oh oh we need each other
Through all the highs and lows
Oh oh we need each other
Cuz I don’t want to be alone

Oh Oh we need each other
Fathers and Mothers
Oh oh we need each other
All your sisters and brothers
Oh oh we need each other
We need friends and lovers
Oh Oh we need each other

Well I need you
You need me
Cuz that’s the way
It’s meant to be
I need you
We need each other
(I don’t want to be alone)
(x2)

it's time to move on...

2008-08-04T17:59:00.000+10:00

I'm sorry. I thought we could mend this and i thought i could just brush it off but sadly, it's not the case...

Something That I Already Know - Backstreet Boys (Jason Ong edit)
Here we are, seven days
And seven nights of empty tries
It's ritual, habitual
But it's never gonna work this time

We're to the point of no return
And along the way the only thing we've learned
Is how to hurt each other

I'm looking back and wondering why
It took so long to realize
That nothing's changed, it never will
All these years of standing still
And still we stay in all this pain
And nothing's gonna make it go away

[Chorus]
I don't wanna wait another minute
Put me out of my misery
~~I can read your mind baby you're not in it~~
And we're not what we used to be
No you wouldn't have to lie to me
If you would only let me go
And I don't wanna wait another minute to hear
Something that I already know
I know, I know, I know
Something that I already know
I know, I know, I know

So save your voice
Don't waste your breath
Can't you see we're at the end
And this goodbye is permanent?
So wish me well and try to forget

And all the fights
And all the ways
We almost made it
But we never did
And it's finally come to this

[Repeat Chorus]

We can not hide what we've become
So sick and tired of being numb
It's done, it's done
It's done

[Chorus II:]
I don't wanna wait another minute
Put me out of my misery
I can read your mind baby you're not in it
And we're not what we used to be
No, you wouldn't have to lie to me
If you would only let me go
And I don't wanna wait another minute to hear
Something that I already know
I know, I know, I know
Something that I already know
I know, I know, I know
Something that I already know
I know, I know, I know
I know, 'cause I know

I KNOW. The fun times we've had, it's real hard to throw that all away.

carried to the table

2008-07-20T21:15:00.000+10:00

so it has been a craze that i've not known about at impact about leeland. and carrying on from sarah w's post, i decided to d/l this song. the first time i was listening to it, i was 1/4 facebooking, 1/4 on soccernet.com, 1/4 talking to mikester on msn, 1/4 doing spec. then as the song progresses, i'm thinking "this is not the mood of the song" as it was real slow and stuff. then, putting everything aside, closing the msn chat, closing the mozilla windows, closing the book and thanks to internet lyrics, just began to meditate on the words and omgosh, how deeply it moved me.

it is just phenomenal how these lyrics can relate to me. as a teenager going through life, things like love, self-pride and many other things get in the way. you can say i messed things up doing stuff i shouldn't be doing but i'm just so fortunate about how god's love just overwhelms you when you feel like crap and everything's just a blur and all you just want to do is lie in bed and never get out. i guess certain things have taken its toll on me and it's dragged me down with it but as the song says, "LIFTED BY THE SAVIOUR AND CRADLED IN HIS ARMS". And i thank god for it.

Leeland - Carried To The Table
Wounded and forsaken
I was shattered by the fall
Broken and forgotten
Feeling lost and all alone
Summoned by the King
Into the Master’s courts
Lifted by the Savior
And cradled in His arms

I was carried to the table
Seated where I don’t belong
Carried to the table
Swept away by His love
And I don’t see my brokenness anymore
When I’m seated at the table of the Lord
I’m carried to the table
The table of the Lord

Fighting thoughts of fear
And wondering why He called my name
Am I good enough to share this cup
This world has left me lame
Even in my weakness
The Savior called my name
In His Holy presence
I’m healed and unashamed

You carried me, my God
You carried me

i want you to know...

2008-07-13T20:43:00.000+10:00

heard this song on gossipgirl when chuck and blair were making out in the back of the limo. GOSSIPGIRL = GOOD SHOW. anyway, i'm absolutely in love with the lyrics. stair can approve that, i'm sure. but i just feel that it speaks a lot into me and this goes out to all the people i love...as good friends, of course, you know who you all are.

With Me - Sum 41
I don't want this moment to ever end
Where everythings nothing without you
I'll wait here forever just to, to see you smile
'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you

Through it all, I made my mistakes
I stumble and fall, but I mean these words

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'as I bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

Thoughts read unspoken, forever in doubt
Pieces of memories fall to the ground
I know what I didn't have so, I won't let this go
'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you

All the streets where I walked alone, with nowhere to go
I've come to an end

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'as I bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies
When you don't know what you're looking to find
In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies
When you just never know what you will find (what you will find)

I don't want this moment to ever end
Where everythings nothing without you

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'as I bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go (I want you to know)
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'as I bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

tagged?

2008-06-17T22:11:00.000+10:00

Got tagged by Jo to do this. hahaha the guys down at impact will shun me for this but ahhh well, i had fun doing it ;)

10 Sexiest Celebrity Women - let's do this.

1. Daniela Hantuchova

How could i not put this tennis star at no.1?! she's got killer legs, a hot bod, and she's got the same birthday as me :) daniela, easy no.1 pick!

2. Michelle Mccool
Most searched woman on Yahoo.com enough said.

3. Blake LivelyGOSSIPGIRL XOXO. so much better than blair. but that's because i go for the goodies, not the baddies.

4. Megan Fox
Ahhhh yes remember Transformers? the car scene? i'd definitely want to give her a "ride" home.

5. Sophia BushWOW. pure beauty. from one tree hill, just has a gaze that dazzles you more than anything.

6. Jessica Alba

How could we not forget the ever-beautiful Jessica Alba?! It just makes me smile looking at this photo. How about you? ;)

7. Ana IvanovicSay hello and welcome to the new women's tennis no.1! got great legs, like daniela, great physique too. Oh, and she can play a bit too :p

8. Hayden Panettiere

Hahaha just thought of her then. i just love the seductive look she's giving. it's like "come here. i want some of you".

9. Jennifer AnistonMuch much better than Angelina Jolie. But just cos she's blonde. and most of the girls here are too. haha gotcha. i was just joking.

10. Maria Kanellis

Gotta have another WWE diva here cos they are way hot. but maria beats all. her innocence on tv...don't be fooled. here's why. *look above*

phew...looks like it's done. can't believe i used up 45 mins to do this when i was supposed to go to sleep. anyway, of course there are many more that i regret not putting in this list but what's done is done. hmmm now for the fun bit.

I TAG SARAH WONG AND JANE LEE2. LET'S GET DOWN TO BUSINESS.

just can't turn away

2008-06-10T17:22:00.000+10:00

I KNOW WHAT I SHOULD DO, BUT I JUST CAN'T TURN AWAY...

Jimmy Eat World - Kill Lyrics
Well, you're just across the street
Looks a mile to my feet
I want to go to you
Funny how I'm nervous still
I've always been the easy kill
I guess I always will

Could it be that everything goes 'round by chance? (chance?)
Or only one way that it was always meant to be (be)
You kill me, you always know the perfect thing to say (hey hey, hey hey)
I know what I should do, but I just can't walk away

I can picture your face well
From the bar in my hotel
I wish I'd go to you
I pick up put down the phone
Like your favorite Heatmeiser song goes
It's just like being alone

Oh God, please don't tell me this has been in vain (vain)
I need answers for what all the waiting I've done means (means)
You kill me, you've got some nerve, but can't face your mistakes (hey hey, hey hey)
I know what I should do, but I just can't turn away

So go on love
Leave while there's still hope for escape
Got to take what you can these days
There's so much ahead
So much regret
I know what you want to say
(Know what you want to say)
I know it but can't help feeling differently
I loved you, and I should have said it
But tell me just what has it ever meant

I can't help it baby, this is who I am (am)
Sorry, but I can't just go turn off how I feel (feel)
You kill me, you build me up, but just to watch me break (hey hey, hey hey)
I know what I should do, but I just can't walk away

nonsense part 2

2008-06-09T19:02:00.000+10:00

Janey says:
good on u stair
Janey says:
be a greenie
sarah says:
hug a tree
sarah says:
eat a whale
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
ok
jeremy says:
mmmm
jeremy says:
sushi
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
save gas
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
no wait
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
save trees
sarah says:
make your own
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
i'm going to post this up now
Janey says:
i wonder how whale taste like
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
eat a beaver
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
woooo
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
whale tastes like fat
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
because they are fat
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
like GHANA
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
who is phat
Janey says:
dont insult the whale !!!
jeremy says:
how do you know theyre fat
jeremy says:
maybe they are just big
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
they have lots of adipose tissue
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
which
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
HAHAHA
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
stair
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
using sophisticated words
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
contains a lot of lipid
jeremy says:
like some peolpe are not fat, just bigboned
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
phospholipid bilayer
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
which is in a layer
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
NO
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
its not a phospholipid bilayer
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
thats cell membrane
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
stop tricking me
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
adipose tissue forms a layer of blubber
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
so whales are FAT
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
everyone died
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
YEHHHHH
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
whales are fat
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
but they're cute
pheebee says:
theyre nt cute
pheebee says:
theyre big
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
*pinches blubber*
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
lolllll
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
they
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
have
jeremy says:
FREE WILLY
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
countercurrent exchange
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
in their tongue
pheebee says:
hahahahha
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
free willy
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
is a KILLER
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
stair =
Janey says:
killer whale
pheebee says:
but killer whales dont kill
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
yes they do
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
hahaha
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
they swim up to ice
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
and thrash at penguins
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
HAHAAH
pheebee says:
poor penguins
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
havent u seen a vid b4
pheebee says:
i like penguins
Janey says:
murderers !!!!
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
its so violent
jeremy says:
they are nice
Janey says:
killer whales !?
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
lol
Janey says:
jem ur so mean
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PKU5kMVqCWg
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
haha
jeremy says:
why am i mean
jeremy says:
waht did i do
jeremy says:
i am protecting the whales
Janey says:
ah
sarah says:
japanese
Janey says:
right
Janey says:
ok not so mean
pheebee says:
i like japanese food
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
i don't
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
i like
jeremy says:
mmmmm
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
japan
Janey says:
theyre good
Janey says:
sashimii anyone ?
sarah says:
yes please
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
NO
sarah says:

jeremy says:
anytime
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
irinayi
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
is that how u spell it
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
konichiwa
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
so yummm
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
you know what's yummmm?
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
initial d
sarah says:
joyoga
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
MEAT PIES WITH PANTAI CHILLI SAUCE
Janey says:
ketsuame?
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
gee tee are
jeremy says:
jogya
jeremy says:
jogoya*
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
pantai
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
oi
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
me n ian
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
are planning
jeremy says:
the best!
sarah says:
gardinier bread
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
to do all nite
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
jamming
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
when?
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
and end with pantai
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
on CAMP
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
HAHAHA
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
so bring your pantai
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
you want me to bring maggi noodles also?
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
restock
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
yess
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
i think pantai might be finished already
sarah says:
mmm maggi noodles
sarah says:
(:
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
restock lah
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
dunno where to get it
jeremy says:
what's pantai?
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
oh mannnn
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
i think only in m'sia
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
not for you
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
YESSSSS
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
RIGHT ON THE MONEY
jeremy says:
not for me?
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
its
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
sacred
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
sauce
jeremy says:
that's veru exclusive
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
not for anyone except me, stair and ian
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
yehh
jeremy says:
FINE
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
no one must ever TOUCH it
pheebee says:
cant be that good then
pheebee says:

sarah says:
i want some
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
or even LICK IT OFF THE FLOOR
jeremy says:
i'll show you at camp what exclusive is
jeremy says:
right pheobe
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
oh no
pheebee says:
yes jem
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
corrupt leaders
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
like GHANA
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
yehhhh
pheebee says:
hahahahaha
jeremy says:
how are we corrupt
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
by being
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
leaders
jeremy says:
it's not like we said we're gonna steal it from you guys
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
stair we'll go report to our parents how bad the leaders are?
jeremy says:
maye we'll do that too
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
ohno
sarah says:
but then stair cant come
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
doubly corrupt leaders
sarah says:
):
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
hahahaha
Janey says:
i cant believe its only 7
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
shouldn't have said anything about the pantai
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
oh wow
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
jane is alive
pheebee says:
home n away!!
sarah says:
IM HUGNRY
Janey says:
mom called la
pheebee says:
im not cos ive been snacking on choc chip cookies n potato chips
sarah says:
hugnry
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
go eat substitute pantai
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
hahaha
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
we'll make some for you
sarah says:
yay
sarah says:
(:
jeremy says:
i'm having papadams
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
yum
pheebee says:
smelly
Janey says:
ooooh
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
hahha
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
i'm having SUICUNE
Janey says:
dya knwo u can cook them in a micro
pheebee says:
whats that?
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
u can cook anything in a micro
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
and BONSLY
pheebee says:
whats that??
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
hahahhaa
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
ask stair
pheebee says:
jason dont simply eat plants
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
he introduced me to it
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
what is it
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
haaha
sarah says:
gardinier bread
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
dont ask me
Janey says:
isnt suicune
Janey says:
ap poke mon
jeremy says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Janey says:
pokemon*
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
a very good pokemon
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
OHHHHH
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
lolll
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
and a very sexy pokemon
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
sigh jason.
sarah says:
LOL
Janey says:
0.0
pheebee says:
u are eating sexy pokemon?
sarah says:
pokemon ??
pheebee says:
Jason, cannot!
jeremy says:
i don't think they got it sarah
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
whos that guy
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
piplap
jeremy says:
but i did
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
oh yehhhh
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
PIPLUP
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
what a hero
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
piplup is useless man
sarah says:
thank you
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
who was that other one
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
whoe volved
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
bonsly
sarah says:
eevee_n_me
jeremy says:
hahahahaha
pheebee says:
hahaha
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
christina!!
sarah says:
the ULTIMATE POKEMON FAN
pheebee says:
are u still scared of her?
sarah says:
LOL
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
no
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
i have evolved
sarah says:
maybe you can talk to her about pokemon
sarah says:
XDD
pheebee says:
bond
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:

Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
ME?!
Janey says:
jason has evolved
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
talk to christina?!
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
ohhhh what an honour!
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:

sarah says:
we'll set up a date
jeremy says:
why are you scared of her
pheebee says:
u can come over
jeremy says:
or you act like you are
pheebee says:
n ill cook for both of u
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
woah
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
that's too extreme
jeremy says:
why?
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
just because my dad put up an advert at church...
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
doesn't mean you have to take that advantage and that incentive
pheebee says:
we are not implying anything
pheebee says:
just want u to bond with xtina!
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
where's stair?
Janey says:
whose christina
sarah says:
the scary loud laugher
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
yes
Janey says:
mmmm
pheebee says:
so mean
pheebee says:

jeremy says:
what??
jeremy says:
i'm not following
jeremy says:
how does asking you over for dinner have anything to do with uncle say yaun's ad?
jeremy says:
pheeebe is taken
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
uncle say
jeremy says:
and christina,.....she can go to jail
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:

`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
seriously
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
i was gonna bio
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
an hour ago
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
WHAT A HORRIBLE THING TO SAY
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
hahahahha
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
i'm out too
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
ohwell
jeremy says:
but this convo is so interesting??
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
i still have
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
2moro
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
its
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
ey stair
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
intriguing
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
is bio on wed?
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
what
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
yeh
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
9-1045
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
ok
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
first one
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
i'll write that down
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
chem is
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
thursday
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
11
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
but i got acc on wed
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
ahhk
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
when
Janey says:
yerr
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
forgot
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
how interesting
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
a convo
Janey says:
my dad is watching a weird chinese movie.
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
on exam times
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
hahhaa
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
chinese movies are awesome
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
house of fury
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
like shaolin soccer
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
shaolin soccer
jeremy says:
kungfu panda
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
haha
pheebee says:

pheebee says:
ok guys igtg
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
kungfu dunk
pheebee says:
catch ya later!
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
yeh me too
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
is out
jeremy says:
ok
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
ok
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
see you
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
DISBAND
jeremy says:
ciao
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
channel 4 news team
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
disband
Janey says:
oh noe
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
hahaha
Janey says:
sigh
jeremy says:
why sigh?
Janey says:
haha
Janey says:
nvm
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
go t slp and get better
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
hahaha
Janey says:
rebell !
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
fine
sarah says:
bad
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
dont get better
sarah says:
dont rebel
Janey says:

pheebee has left the conversation.

Janey says:
hehe
jeremy says:
i thought some of you were leaving the convo??
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
we were trying to get you to leave
eremy says:
if you're leaving, you can't just stay in the chat and eavesdrop
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
failed ploy
jeremy says:
you're MEAN
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
sry jem
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
it wasnt my idea
jeremy says:
not forgiven
jeremy says:
i'm hurt
sarah says:
hey guys
Janey says:
go jamiee !
sarah says:
dont you think jem's like soooo annoying ?
sarah says:
ahahaha
sarah says:
jaime
sarah says:
jai-me king
jeremy says:
i'm still here
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
yehhhhhh
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
orly
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
can't agree more
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
im gna ghana
Janey says:
well we all knew tht
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
GHANA
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
and hen bio
jeremy says:
RIGHT HERE
Janey says:
XD
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
bibi
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
cya
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
like jane wants t be a boy
jeremy says:
cya
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
what strange impacters
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
c u
sarah says:
BRING NAKED FRIEND TO CAMP
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
take care of your
sarah says:
opps caps
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
disturbed minds
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
i am

rubbish nonsense, whatever you want to call it...

2008-06-09T18:43:00.000+10:00

jeremy says:
you've been cordially invited to a group chat
jeremy says:
chat away!
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
what the
jeremy says:
what the what??
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
dw
pheebee says:
hahahaha
...-C3cil Ch10an™ llҳҲҳ ll M.H.S 08 ll idiot_cecil@hotmail.com ll-- Sweet Jazz Ready For Hollywood says:
....
sarah says:
yay
sarah says:
party
sarah says:

Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
CEESEL
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
humm
pheebee says:
i wanna learn hiphop
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
did you win?
pheebee says:
anyone wanna come with me?
sarah says:
i thought you were going to add uncle wai wah
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
i wanna learn hiphop
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
at MMA
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
from JD
sarah says:
stair can teach you hiphop
jeremy says:
he hasn't added me yet
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
who nows JD
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
knows*
sarah says:
or pooping at least
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
hahah
sarah says:
i mean
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
im sure we can all
sarah says:
POPPING
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
poop
sarah says:
XD
jeremy says:
i know pooping
jeremy says:
i do it every morn
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:

`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
me too
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
well
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
the time varies

Janey has been added to the conversation.

jeremy says:
i'm good in the morn
pheebee says:
sometimes its in the arvo

...-C3cil Ch10an™ llҳҲҳ ll M.H.S 08 ll idiot_cecil@hotmail.com ll-- Sweet Jazz Ready For Hollywood has left the conversation.

Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
woah what's this?
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
a massive bol convo
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
never had one like these before
jeremy says:
so good that i can multitask
pheebee says:
haha yeah right
sarah says:
study and poopie at the same time ?
jeremy says:
i read at the same time
sarah says:
or eat
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
i play psp
Janey says:
wow
sarah says:
eat and poopies seems quite economical
jeremy says:
high tech
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
yeh...
sarah says:
i play wiiiiiiii
jeremy says:
lies
sarah says:
not really
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
sif
jeremy says:
as if you can see the tv from your toilet
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
hahahaha
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
wii fit
sarah says:
wiiiii and wee at the same time
Janey says:
interesting
jeremy says:
that takes a lot of skill
pheebee says:
thats not too good for your living room floor
jeremy says:
welcome to the convo
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
jane, are you back in country now?
jeremy says:
in marysville??
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
marylanddd
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
maryborough
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
borough
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
get it right...
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
u get it right
sarah says:
maryslamb
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
i want to go do my bio prac exam
jeremy says:
you ALL got it wrong
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
sigh
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
hahaha
jeremy says:
it's marysville
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
maryborough
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
marytown
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
marybourne
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
stop doing bio stair
pheebee says:

sarah says:
ahahahaha
sarah says:
marybourne is the best
jeremy says:
that's lame stair
jeremy says:

Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
hahaha
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
stair
sarah says:
you're lame
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
u cant even walk
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
man i miss stair
jeremy says:
hey, that's a sensitive issue
pheebee says:
jessica alba is a mother!
jeremy says:
i miss him too!!!
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
i miss..
jeremy says:
now, that's random!
sarah says:
a hot mother
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
impactt
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
haha
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
GHANA
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
sorry stair
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
GHANAAA
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
i forgot
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
oh yeh.
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
myba
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
d
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
don't tell them what it is
Janey says:
this convo is giving me a head ache
sarah says:
ugada ?
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
i was listening b4
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
go t slp jane
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:

Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
haha
Janey says:
i shud
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
GTS
Janey says:
lol
Janey says:
not going tooo
Janey says:
me rebel
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
sigh ok
Janey says:
rebellll
Janey says:
hahah
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
bad child
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
jane wishes she was a boy
pheebee says:
im getting dizzy
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
eewwwww
pheebee says:

sarah says:
ahahahahaha
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
its true
Janey says:
U DUN HAVE TO SHARE EVERYTHING
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
she said it once
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
ahahah
Janey says:
woops
sarah says:
a manly boy
sarah says:
with eyeliner
Janey says:
caps lock was on
Janey says:
haha
sarah says:
ahahaha
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
lol
Janey says:
pretty boy with eye liner
sarah says:
CAPS LOCK IS FUN
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
my head hurts
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
i had a headache before this convo
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
GHANAAA
Janey says:
go caps lock and exclamation marks !!!
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
and this is not helping
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
GHANA
sarah says:
IRAQ
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
NO SARAH
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
is gna lose
Janey says:
czech republic ??
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
LUKAS PODOLSKI!!!
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
SWAY
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
SWAY
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
sway sway sway sway sway
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
ahaha
Janey says:
sway...
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
sway away with jay
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
!!
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
ghanaaaaaa
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
i keep
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
listening t it
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
yehhhhh
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
it rocks
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
we worship your name lord
jeremy says:
i thought you weer going to say.."i keep...bleeding"
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
in taht pro voice
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
haha
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
no
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
hahahhaa
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
i don't
sarah says:
keep keep bleeeding
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
bleed
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
yehhhhhhhhhhhhh
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
...
sarah says:
love
jeremy says:
hehehe
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
i'm gonna listen to it now stair
Janey says:
hehehe?
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
im gonna do my
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
bio
Janey says:
what are we listening to
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
tsk
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
hahha
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
GHANA
sarah says:
lets all listen at the same time
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
so distracting jem
sarah says:
like karaoke
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
listen t ghana
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
yehhh
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
sarah has listened t ghana
jeremy says:
i don't have it
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
GHANA MUSIC
pheebee says:
and eat choc chip cookies n potato chips
sarah says:
whats is ghana music ?
jeremy says:
mmmmm
sarah says:
MMMMM
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
send some over pheebs
sarah says:
i want some
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
nice music
pheebee says:
when ppl dance halfnaked
sarah says:
naked people
sarah says:
yay
Janey says:
yay
jeremy says:
what??
jeremy says:
ham sap
Janey says:
everyone needs naked ppl
pheebee says:
no?
sarah says:
ahahaha
pheebee says:
they do??
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
yes
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
i have one
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
yes
sarah says:
ham sup loh
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
who stair?
pheebee says:
yeah
pheebee says:
whos ur naked person stair?
pheebee says:
or do we wanna know?
sarah says:
fat naked guy
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
YES WE DO
jeremy says:
EWWWW
Janey says:
jem's name has made its debut on my blog
jeremy says:
no we don't
Janey says:
lol
jeremy says:
what did i do?
Janey says:
bad image in my head right now....
sarah says:
i debuted first
pheebee says:
change topic
Janey says:
haha
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
stair
jeremy says:
i didn't do anything
pheebee says:
CHOC CHIP COOKES
Janey says:
true
sarah says:
but we never found out
pheebee says:
POTATO CHIPS
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
whatt
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
oh
sarah says:
stairs naked man
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
yeh
sarah says:
bring him to impact camp
Janey says:
nono
Janey says:
pls no
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
just some random
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
i think he's going
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
ye
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
i asked him
jeremy says:
how do you knoe jsdr?
jeremy says:
jase*
pheebee says:
regos have to come to me remember
sarah says:
ahahaha
sarah says:
can you believe.. ECC's impact camp is on july1-4th
sarah says:
O________O
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
hahaha
sarah says:
pssshhh
pheebee says:
are u stalking our competitor??
sarah says:
yes
sarah says:
LOL
pheebee says:
hahahaa
sarah says:
they have their youth leaders meetings at our maccas too
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
ghnaa
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
GHANA
sarah says:
JACKIE
jeremy says:
they are copying us
sarah says:
so
Janey says:
aww
pheebee says:
we shud make a logo
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
copying us like a photocopier
Janey says:
jackie...
Janey says:
;(
pheebee says:
n get tshirts!!!
sarah says:
and speaker is ps. steven teo
sarah says:
who TOTALLY spoke at our church before
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
and
pheebee says:
yeah but we have reuben morgan
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
our logo
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
can be
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
naked man
sarah says:
HAHAHAAHA
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
jane
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
we have naked man
sarah says:
a popping naked man
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
it will
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
get
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
the
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
you didn't mention jem in your blog
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
unsaved ppl
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
i'm reading it now
sarah says:
jason update your blog
Janey says:
u wouldnt wanna have naked men in mborough
pheebee says:
JEM update ur blog
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
OHHHHH
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
that one
Janey says:
their all old
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
woops
Janey says:
eeeeeh
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
my bad
pheebee says:

sarah says:
ahahaha
jeremy says:
i will do so
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
no one reads my blog anyway
jeremy says:
promise
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
so what's the use?
sarah says:
XD
jeremy says:
are you sure??
pheebee says:
ill readur blog jason
jeremy says:
i'll read it too!
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
i havent blogged for
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
a weeeeek
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
omgosh
pheebee says:
i havent blogged for
pheebee says:
two hours
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
i haven't blogged for a month
jeremy says:
i have not blogged for like 5 months
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
but can't beat BRYAN
sarah says:
ahahhaa
Janey says:
tsk tsk
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
hasn't blogged for like 1 year
Janey says:
u guys a re a disgrace in the blogging community
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
can't beeat ian
sarah says:
yes he has
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
hasn't blogged
sarah says:
EVER
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
yeh
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
everrrrr
pheebee says:

sarah says:
okay
Janey says:
ian has a blog ?
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
-.-
jeremy says:
does he??
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
SIGH.
sarah says:
everyone go update your blog now
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
i can't
sarah says:
i love stairs blog
jeremy says:
is that a command?
sarah says:
its my fav .
jeremy says:
i can't too
jeremy says:
i will in the next week
jeremy says:
promise
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
yeh i can't too
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
me too
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
i will
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
wed arvo
sarah says:
why not
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
what am i going to say?
sarah says:
LOL
jeremy says:
s-t-u-d-y
Janey says:
convo is going too fast
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
copy and paste this whole convo into my blog
sarah says:
yes
sarah says:
do that
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
which will take up like 10 pages
jeremy says:
it's like gilmore girls
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
ok i'll do it
sarah says:
ok
Janey says:
oooh
pheebee says:
why dont we all do it
pheebee says:
then we'll have the same thing on our blogs
Janey says:
we do not even come up to the standard of gilmore girls
pheebee says:
like a secret blog club
sarah says:
esp the stair naked man part
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
so long that ps jeremy doesn't stumble across it
pheebee says:
the IMPACT secret blog club
Janey says:
hahaha
sarah says:
hahaha
sarah says:
yay group bonding
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
covalent bonding
pheebee says:
are u using big words jason
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
no
jeremy says:
trying to
sarah says:
ahaha
jeremy says:

Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
it's for my chemistry
sarah says:
dipole dipole
pheebee says:

pheebee says:
good good
Janey says:
dipole?
pheebee says:
study hard
sarah says:
which is the strongest type of bonding jason ?
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
the chemistry i have with _______________
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:

sarah says:
WITH WHO
pheebee says:
I WANNA KNOW
jeremy says:
i want to know too
Janey says:
oooooo
jeremy says:
TELL
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
ooops
pheebee says:

jeremy says:
TELL ME MORE
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
would you look at the time
Janey says:
berbonding will ya ?
jeremy says:
TELL ME MORE
pheebee says:
eh
jeremy says:
IT WAS _______ AT FIRST SIGHT
jeremy says:
UH HUH
pheebee says:
secret blogclub ok
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
GHANA
jeremy says:
UH HUH

pheebee says:
u have to tell
pheebee says:
its the rule
sarah says:
ahahhaah
sarah says:
yes
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
ok ok
sarah says:
the secret blog club rule
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
how lame of a club
jeremy says:
shush stair
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
the chemistry i have with Heinemann Chemistry Unit 3 & 4
Jason -= j-unit =- "You are the light that broke through the night " says:
we go wayyyyyy back
pheebee says:

Janey says:
the rule tht only applies to jason
sarah says:
ME TOO
sarah says:
i heart heinemann chemistry unit 3&4
sarah says:
<3
sarah says:
i cried when i sold it
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
orly
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
im gonna burn mine
`` s t a i r `` rest in `` i know i can't help feeling differently about you ``the diary of says:
coz we are running out of fuel
pheebee says:
hahahaha
sarah says:
ahaha

thanks for the memories.

2008-05-19T10:40:00.000+10:00

i have to be strong and leave you behind. sound familiar? :p although now you've been showing me signs that you do care for me, it was a little too late. The phone calls, the msg's, the sweet-sounding words of "how've you been?"...mistimed. but no matter what, through whatever circumstances we may go through, through whatever life may throw at us, I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU. I'LL ALWAYS HAVE YOU.

jason

tattoo...

2008-05-08T18:37:00.000+10:00

as the days go by...i'm less in touch with you. no more encouragement. no more 'agape'. no more anything. it seems now that you're no longer part of me but deep down...

Oooh... Oooh... Ohhh..
No matter what you say about love,
I keep coming back for more,
My head in the fire,
sooner or later I get what i'm asking for
No matter what you say about life,
I learn every time I bleed.
The truth is a stranger
My soul is in danger,
I gotta let my spirit be free to,
Admit that I'm wrong and then change my mind.
Sorry but I've have to move on and leave you behind.

I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize, nothing's broken
No need to worry 'bout everything I've done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back at a new direction
I loved you once, needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo
Just like a tattoo, I'll always have you.

I'm sick of playing all of these games
It's not about taking ties.
When I look in the mirror,
Didn't deliver
It hurt enough to think that I could stop
Admit that I'm wrong and then change my mind.
Sorry but I gotta be strong and leave you behind

I can't waste time so give me the moment
I realize nothing's broken
No need to worry about everything I've done
Lived every second like it was my last one.
Don't look back got a new direction
Loved you once, needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do, you're on my heart just like a tattoo, I'll always have you.

If I live every moment
Won't change any moment
Still a part of me and you.
I will never regret you
Still the memory of you
Marks everything I do.

I can't waste time so give me the moment
I realize nothing's broken
No need to worry about everything I've done
Lived every second like it was my last one
Don't look back got a new direction
Loved you once, needed protection.
You're still a part of everything I do, you're on my heart just like a tattoo.
Just like a tattoo
I'll always have you.

at the crossroads...

2008-04-28T18:35:00.000+10:00

As I come to a halt
Approaching a crossroads
My mind tells me to keep on going straight, keep on moving
Or i can pull back, survey my options
I search deep within me to find the answer
BUT my heart tells me.............*silence*

"y", the more i think about it, the more i'm beginning to realize something. something that is hurting deep inside. to think i was taken for granted..."you tell me that you need me, then you go and cut me down"...or something along that lines, that's what i'm starting to believe now. not sure why this has all happened but i know it has happened for a reason.

the year started out awesomely but now...i don't know what's happened now. we'll just have to wait for time to work things out. i have no idea what to do. i need your strength and your guidance, Lord. i need it more than ever.

wait for you...

2008-04-08T17:01:00.000+10:00

I heard this song on lovesong dedications yesterday on mix 101.1 and just listened to the lyrics, lying in my bed with just the dim lights of downstairs illuminating my room. it's a really sweet song and i felt it describes how i've been feeling lately, i suppose...

Elliott Yamin - Wait For You lyrics

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I’m missing you and I’m wishing you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go?
You could have let me know; so now I’m all alone

Girl you could have stayed but you wouldn’t give me a chance
With you not around it’s a little bit more than I can stand
And all my tears they keep runnin’ down my face
Why did you turn away?

So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it’s a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you want it to be

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I find it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you

Been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You gotta be feeling crazy
How can you walk away
(When) Everything stays the same
I just can’t do it baby

What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is and it just ain’t like that
Why can’t you look at me?
You’re still in love with me
Don’t leave me crying

Baby why can’t we just start all over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But you’re telling me it won’t be enough

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I find it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you

So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it’s a lie what you’re keeping inside
That is not how you want it to be

Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it’s the last thing I do

Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I find it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you
I’ll be waiting …

1st week of holidays...exciting much?

2008-03-31T20:36:00.000+11:00

ahhh yes...1st week of hols has passed. what did i do? hmmm besides spending the entire week with ian, which was pretty "exciting"...highlights were:

studying - hahaha i got more work done than ian and took less time as well. other than that, still got a bit more stuff to get done and after that, it's back to term 2!! bring it!

maryborough - starting from wed afternoon to like 7 p.m on thursday, the clan went to maryborough to visit the lee's (u.andrew, a.hwee chin, and jane lee2). it was awesome stuff living in the country and went to play frisbee in a field that we took like 20 mins to find but it was great, complete with badminton somemore. at night, went to the observatory to look at the stars and mygosh, u.tony almost scared the life out of jeremy!! but it was really awesome just to gaze upon god's creation and to look at it through a 6 foot telescope was amazing! next morning, went to the farm, which was freezing, not much happened, just a couple of dead rabbits and a whole lot of sheep poo everywhere.

JEANNINE'S 21st - possibly the best event in 2008 so far. partay of the year! whatever you want to call it, it truly delivered. there was awesome music, crazy dancing, and a whole lot of food which had 12 basketfuls leftover. except that those food didn't feed 5000 people. and it wasn't 5 loaves and 2 fish. did a slight twist to happy birthday and 'i want it that way' with stair and ian and boy, the crowd was into it like crazy! espec. mark, jon t, and all the guys at the back. good on ya! at the start, was damn nervous but in the end, once everyone else got into it, i had so much fun. maybe this will be the kickstart to our singing career at people's 21'sts and maybe, after that, say maybe...WEDDING SINGERS?! *coughjontcough* then we sang and danced the night away to...jeannine's ipod. but it was real awesome and truly, a night in 2008 to remember.

2nd week of holidays won't be as eventful...have to just study and study and study at home. how BORING. sigh. specialist sac still to be done during this holidays...

east to west

2008-03-24T19:11:00.000+11:00

So here I am, back from Easter camp, and it has lived up to the expectations i had about it beforehand. lots of commotion, drama, and all in all, it's been a great experience and was great to see so many people there, enjoying the company and fellowship that we all had together. BUT camp is not the main reason for this entry so for more details about Easter camp, please go to 'twinkle princess' blog. thanks joanne for writing about camp on behalf of all of us bloggers :p

anyway, stair has been talking a lot about this song from casting crowns called 'east to west' and i never really knew what the big deal was about it until i downloaded it a few minutes ago and the first time i heard it, I AM IN LOVE WITH IT. i just feel that the lyrics are full of relevance and they are just real meaningful to me so i thought i might share it with you all.

Song: East To West
Artist: Casting Crowns

Here I am, Lord, and I'm drowning in your sea of forgetfulness
The chains of yesterday surround me
I yearn for peace and rest
I don't want to end up where You found me
And it echoes in my mind, keeps me awake tonight
I know You've cast my sin as far as the east is from the west
And I stand before You now as though I've never sinned
But today I feel like I'm just one mistake away from You leaving me this way

Jesus, can You show me just how far the east is from the west
'cause I can't bear to see the man I've been come rising up in me again
In the arms of Your mercy I find rest
'cause You know just how far the east is from the west
From one scarred hand to the other

I start the day, the war begins, endless reminding of my sin
Time and time again Your truth is drowned out by the storm I'm in
Today I feel like I'm just one mistake away from You leaving me this way

I know You've washed me white, turned my darkness into light
I need Your peace to get me through, to get me through this night
I can't live by what I feel, but by the truth Your word reveals
I'm not holding on to You, but You're holding on to me
You're holding on to me

Jesus, You know just how far the east is from the west
I don't have to see the man I've been come rising up in me again
In the arms of Your mercy I find rest
'cause You know just how far the east is from the west
From one scarred hand to the other
One scarred hand to the other
From one scarred hand to the other

i'll keep on trying...

2008-03-10T15:48:00.000+11:00

Where do i go from here?
I'm standing at a crossroad
My mind tells me to go for it
But my heart tells me to pull back.

as time passes us by, it seems that i'm at a crossroads. i know i'd be happy if i was with you but the signs you're giving me are saying "wait a while later". this song describes how i feel about you. I miss you girl'.

Whatever It Takes - Leona Lewis

Da da da da da...

People say love
Comes and goes, but
They don't understand
What they don't know
Cause, what I feel starts
Deep inside
It's kinda like a sea
That springs into life

They say it's not right
And we move too fast
But they don't know the meaning
Of what we have

Wherever it is, I'll fly
Whatever it takes, I'll try
So don't pay no mind
To whatever people say
Whenever it is in my life
Know that I will be on time
'Cause you know why
There's no standing in our way

Da da da da da...

When you're far and
We're apart
I'm really missing you
I wanna be where you are

They say it's not right (it's not right)
And it won't last (it won't last)
No point believing
What we have

Wherever it is, I'll fly
Whatever it takes, I'll try
So don't pay no mind
To whatever people say
Whenever it is in my life
I'll be on time
'Cause you know why
There's no standing in my way

And if you're lost
I'm gonna find you
'Cause without you
I'll break down and cry
And you know why
I wanna surround you
With all my love

Wherever it is, I'll fly
Whatever it takes, I'll try
So don't pay no mind
To whatever people say
Whenever it is in my life
Know that I will be on time
'Cause you know why
There's no standing in my way

Da da da da da...

just for laughs...

2008-03-09T14:49:00.000+11:00

as the 1st school term of year 12 comes to an end in approximately 2 weeks, what have i achieved? all homework up to date: not really, becoming lazy: a bit, entertaining friends at recess/lunch: you bet! at this point in time, i can say i haven't been where i wanted to be academically, slacking off and being lazy so i vowed from next term, it's no more mucking around. i told myself "jason, if you want to go do medicine or pharmacy or whatever it is you want to do, let's start working towards it now".

since we're on the topic of school and just for laughs, i joined a group on facebook called 'nerdy pick-up lines' and these are some examples (well, the ones i literally LOL-ed)

1. I wish I was your derivative so I could lie tangent to your curves
2. I don't have a library card, but do you mind if I check you out?
3. Baby i'll treat you like my hw- I'll slam you on the table and do you all night long
4. Baby, everytime i see you, my cardiovascular system gets all worked up
5. I wish I were adenine because then I could get paired with U.
6. If i was an endoplasmic reticulum, how would you want me: smooth or rough?
7. Our love is like dividing by zero.... you cannot define it
8. Baby, we've got chemistry together... next period.
9. My love for you is like pi, it's never-ending.

ahhh, the joys of learning.

results.

2008-03-03T19:16:00.000+11:00

sorry about the wait BUT...

Dr Peter KARAMOUTSOS
Shop 79 The Pines
East Doncaster 3109

Re: Mast Jason ONG - *enter address*

CHEST X-RAY
The cardio-mediastinal contour appears NORMAL. The lungs and pleural spaces are CLEAR. The pulmonary vasculature is WITHIN NORMAL LIMITS.

Reported by Dr Mark Percy

appears NORMAL. spaces are CLEAR. is WITHIN NORMAL LIMITS. praise God the results came back good. the doctor said there isn't any asthma nor chest infection but it's just a irritable airway that you have. ahhh big deal? but he did prescribe me some "steroids"...but not performance-enhancing though :( i was relieved at the doctor's comments after like waiting an anxious 0.5 hours for the doctor to call me in and in the end, it worked out fine. to all those who kept me in your prayers, i'd like to extend an enormous 'THANK YOU'. i really appreciate your support and comfort during this time. :)

lying in wait...

2008-02-26T18:34:00.000+11:00

some of you may not know but according to a recent visit to the doctor because of persistent coughing so i just decided to get that checked out. i had to go for a chest x-ray today as the doctor thinks that there is a possibility that i MIGHT have asthma. we'll see what happens when the results come out but whatever happens, i know god is with me. chest infection, asthma, whatever it is, i'm ready.

let's do this.

under pressure...

2008-02-25T17:07:00.000+11:00

it's scary and terrorizing how daunting people's expectations of you can take a serious effect on you. yesterday, i was having a chat with somebody (we'll call this person '???' and it's like "if you tell, i'm going to ______ you. on the other hand, another person says the same thing. i told ??? about how i feel like the game that we played on friday at youth where two people are pulling you from either side...kinda like getting ripped apart. and all this was at about 11 p.m.

Numb - Linkin Park
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless
Lost under the surface
Don’t know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure
Of walking in your shoes
Every step that I take is another mistake to you

now, it's just like "one wrong move and i'm screwed". you know who you are when i say this but please stop me asking "THAT" question but it's not like if you ask it again, i'll get mad. i'll still chat but i'm just scared that maybe the words i say might come out wrong and i don't want to betray anybody or LOSE THEIR TRUST or more importantly, THEIR FRIENDSHIP.

and for those of you whom you know that i've disappointed you one way or another, let me just say this, with much sincerity, that I AM SORRY. i just feel that there's this overwhelming pressure on me by the expectations that friends have lately been putting me and it's hard for me to deal with these pressures at this point in time. friendships are real important to me and i just don't want to lose any of you because....*link to previous post*

friends...what would you do without them?

2008-02-21T20:31:00.000+11:00

friend - a person you know well and regard with affection and trust
an associate who provides assistance
a person with whom you are acquainted

These are definitions from several dictionaries that i found. The word 'friend' is so commonly used but i realized that there is a much more deeper meaning to the word. as it says 'a person you know well and regard with affection and trust' but some people who i call them my "friend", some of them i've only talked with them a couple of times and i haven't actually put my trust in them and tell them things that i go through in life. but with all my friends that i have here in Australia, though they might not know it, they actually mean so much to me i don't know what i would do without them. as my sisters are THAT much older than me, i rely a lot on my friends to pick me up whenever i fall and provide me with assistance whenever i needed it.

I share my thoughts with them and they share their thoughts with me. I go through the good and bad times with them and they do the same with me. We laugh and we cry together. I make mistakes and they help me pick myself up again. Friends are life-jackets. Friends are your first-aid kit. Friends are LIFESAVERS.

me...songwriting? really?

2008-02-17T16:14:00.000+11:00

who would have imagined that i could ever write a song? but one night last week, i just decided to play my guitar and sing whatever came into my mouth so this is the result:

'Unknown title' by Jason Ong

Verse 1
When I am weak, you make me strong
When I am poor, I know i'm rich
Lord I love to sing your praises
You alone are God, you alone I serve

Verse 2
When I wake up, I feel your love
I know you'll never let me go
You always catch me whenever I fall
I know you're with me for eternity

Chorus
Nothing is better than standing in your presence
I praise you Lord for my deliverance
I want to know you, I want to see you
For you alone have set me free

what is it with me? dnm session

2008-02-12T21:53:00.000+11:00

what is wrong with me? it seems now that everything I do is wrong, and it is most obvious to my parents who just yell at me sometimes for stupid/unnecessary stuff but sometimes i believe it's just for the sake of yelling. i don't know whether i am sub-consciously doing things in the wrong manner and taking the wrong approach to things and even with friends, whether it may be at church or in school, people always misunderstand me for things i say/do when it actually means something else. it's really frustrating to think that people just don't like you for who you are and that's the perception that i've been getting from people i come into contact with. especially with parents, have you ever got the feeling where they nag and nag and nag at you until you just want to shoot yourself in the head? sometimes, i get so fed up i just want to scream into my pillow but i guess, you can't live WITH them, you can't live WITHOUT them. *SIGH*

another topic i was just contemplating of posting up here was TIME. it is not something you can grasp yet it is the most prized possession in life. is timing everything? in soccer, the timing of your shot determines whether the ball ends up in the back of the net. in exams, you have to complete tasks in a set amount of time and if not, too bad. in relationships, timing has to be right so there can be fireworks. as for me, i know i screwed up because i got my timing all wrong. timing is everything...if not used properly, it may come back to bite you in the ass. i know i learned that throughout my adolescent life. just wanted to finish off with this: when you begin sowing a seed, GIVE IT TIME, and it will grow into something fruitful.

it's year 12...bring it on!

2008-02-03T20:33:00.000+11:00

wow...jason ong is in year 12? it still needs some time for me to wrap my head around this fact that yes, this is my final year in school and next year i'll be going to university at just the tender age of 17. overall, i'm enjoying my last year mostly due to my damn good timetable...11 a.m starts on mondays, early finishes for tues, wed...and FINISH AT LUNCH ON THURS, FRI!! subjects are getting interesting and the teachers are awesome so yeh, i think i'm gonna enjoy it this year. now i know why ppl say "yr 12 is the best year in your schooling life". gotta live it to believe it.

well, it was good to see people back in church although it was one week later than expected cos of perth but nevertheless, good to see ppl like joanne, matt, cecil, jem, dani alves, maria again and linking to church/youth, i can't wait to start youth again and this year, like jt said, IT'S GONNA BE AWESOME!

and just on a side note, please comment ppl!! *coughjoannecough* ;) ..i really need to get this cough checked out by the doctor.

i don't care what they say, i'm in love with you...

2008-01-27T16:41:00.000+11:00

i absolutely love this song now...although it might not seem that the lyrics apply to me directly, but some of them do anyway and her voice is really beautiful, like a certain ms. celine dion, it also has a nice beat to it, like a slow R & B thing going on there. "i don't care what they say, i'm in love with you"

Song: Bleeding Love
Artist: Leona Lewis

Closed off from love
I didn’t need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you’re frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone’s looking round
Thinking I’m going crazy

But I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling

But nothing’s greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I’m going crazy, maybe, maybe

But I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I....

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it’s draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I’ll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I....

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love

perth - wii, poker, watch tennis, eat...that's about it.

2008-01-26T17:48:00.000+11:00

hey peeps!

greetings from sunny perth! i've had a great time in perth and it's been real nice just to be with all the cousins again and just spending time with each other, whether it be eating or playing wii or just about doing anything. first of all, let me just make you guys jealous about MY ROOM. 1) nice couch to sleep in. 2) 70 inch plasma flat screen tv with foxtel. 3) wii with 6 games! i've been wii-ing for probably 40% of my time here so far and getting addicted to it too...tennis is awesome, bowling is fun, golf is relaxing. and i play with such passion and motivation that i get such a good workout from it because i sweat quite a bit playing these games...sigh. had to have at least 2-3 showers a day...

other than that, had my cousin's wedding on thursday and it was really great! had it in some park although it was like 38 degrees which is common now and after that, went for 8-course dinner which was terrific! tonight, it's poker night with the cousins! jason is risking all his ang-pow money that he got in the tea ceremony and putting it all on the line tonight. will he come out victorious and take home to melbourne the winnings? haha nah jk...just wanted to create some tension. i've been missing all you melbournians and can't wait to get back to spend time with you guys again! cheers

jase

christmas season...food, food and more food.

2007-12-23T18:15:00.000+11:00

the second reason, after the birth of Jesus Christ, on why we have to enjoy christmas is really because of the FOOD.

friday 21/12/07 - barbecue at ruffey's with schoolmates (came 2nd in poker, shared the winnings with marka)
saturday 22/12/07 - awesome christmas celebration dinner at uncle ww/a.bea's house where the majority of the night was just guessing soccer players from their initials/shirt number etc. and also just an awesome time of sharing and it was really good to hear everyone's honest opinions and to see the honesty and the openness in the group was very overwhelming for me. to be honest, i don't know what woke me up at 5 but i just COULD NOT get back to sleep as then, i was still overwhelmed by things and just lay in bed til 7. and for that two whole hours, i was just like WOW and perhaps, a few tears made their way to the pillow as well :p
monday 24/12/07 - christmas eve dinner with "the gang" at a place TBA.
tuesday 25/12/07 - christmas dinner at ps jeremy's
wednesday 26/12/07 - boxing day lunch with the family.

you know one thing i thought about was that in christmas, instead of christmas turkey, christmas ham, they should have a christmas lamb instead...after all, jesus is the lamb of God and it makes sense, doesn't it to have a christmas lamb instead of turkey or ham? but that's also because i reckon lamb is the best meat to be eaten in the world. full stop.

as for now, i'd like to wish you all a merry christmas and a happy new year! it's been a great year and we can most certainly look forward to a better one next year and hopefully, i'll be able to study hard for VCE and get the pleasing results that is the fruits of my labor.

peace out
jaong

what's new?

2007-12-17T21:36:00.000+11:00

man...i have two words. UGLY BREAD. best thing you'll ever try in your whole entire life. don't be deceived by what it is called but when you taste the ugly bread, a whole new sensation just comes upon you that you will finally know the true meaning of bliss. well, after jon w bagged the crap out of it, that made it even more tastier because it was free. you might be puzzled as to what the heck i'm rambling about but to cut the long story short, after crosswaying with jon w, sarah, and christina on sat nite, we stopped by this 'bread kingdom' and that's where we found the ugly bread. best thing in boxhill ftw.

this was meant to be a pose...i am not covering my ears

and i'd also like to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY IDA!! gosh, i can't believe she's 16 already, same age as me...but she hasn't changed a bit (in a good way) lol. anyway, we spent a whole lot of time deciding on what to eat for lunch which happened about 3 p.m, almost 2 hours after we came to the city to hang out for ida's b'day. after it's all been said and done, i was dead tired and ready to make my way home until sarah FORCED me to come with her to city church which i have no idea why but i loved the new song they sang in the offering...dunno what it's called but it has really nice lyrics and very melodious indeed. then, made our way back to the chan's for din-din and a nice relaxing game of 'game of life' in which i became a 3-time champion in a row of. thank you thank you, you're far too kind.

take two

weekend that was a weekend that was like no other...

2007-12-11T21:51:00.000+11:00

i'm really inconsistent with this blogging stuff...but after A LOT of demand from fellow bloggers, here i am again retelling my life story.

well, what's new...oh my, christmas celebration was totally awesome! the food, the skit, the people, the atmosphere, it was just insane! and the dancing and the going crazy to feliz navidad...a night that i will truly remember. great job to the organizers of the night! uncle wai wah...sherene, they were fantastic! the best event that happened this year...better than 'heroes and villains' i daresay but yeh, just a wonderful night to sing carols, celebrate with each other, eat, drink, be merry...just all the good stuff.

and yeah, now just going job-hunting and playing pro evo non-stop at home...life is good, eternal life is better.

jase

it's too late to apologize

2007-11-26T19:12:00.000+11:00

one of the best beats going around in the music world today...and also one of my fav songs at the moment. the message is a bit not right but i love the tune and the melody of the song.

Apologize - One Republic
I'm holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearing what you say but I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say...

that it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it's nothing new - yeah
I loved you with the a fire red-
[Apologize lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]

Now it's turning blue, and you say...
I'm sorry like an angel
heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid...

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late whoaa ohhh...

Bridge (guitar/piano)

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah-
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah-
I'm holding on your rope, got me ten feet... off the ground...

holidays = hardcore gaming/catching up with friends

2007-11-23T11:23:00.000+11:00

ohhhh my word...the holidays are here!! cmon!! late nights...poker...more poker...perhaps a bit of monopoly...it's all happening. at 3.00 p.m yesterday afternoon, i started holidays officially..well i still got 2 days of transition on monday and tuesday but that doesn't really count so came back, straightaway went to play pro evo. hahaha i don't know whether it was my delight that the holidays had come that i was averaging about 5 goals a game...haha beat man u 6-1! i was on such a roll when u.wee min's family came to visit! wow haven't seen them in a long time makes me realize how much they've grown up since i last saw them...like sandra is as tall as sarah already, and almost as tall as me which makes me feel kinda shy. the chan's decided to join in the fun too and what a match of pro evo between ian and joel! one of the most evenly-matched...match i've seen in a long time!

so, what should i do this hols? maybe right now, i'll do the pointless cryptic quiz that ida sent me...or fm! ahhh yes fm always is a joy! or pro evo...so many options. don't know what to choose...oh yeh, btw, i'll be off to the chan's soon for a hardcore gaming session where i'll have to defend my monopoly championship against three hungry competitors (bryan, ian, benji)...while the title's on the line, will JaOng crack under the pressure? tune in next time to find out...

jaOng

Introductory session

2007-11-18T20:48:00.001+11:00

Wow...don't know what's come over me. Suddenly, I just feel the urge to create this blog and it's the day before my Methods exam. The Methods book next to me is calling out my name saying "read me, read me" but my brain is telling me "nooo need!" haha bryan...and just to let you people know, this is not the first time i've ditched studying for doing something else because i am super lazy and the only thing that i enjoy doing is sleep sleep sleep.

One thing that was on my mind these past few days was that it is going to be the end of youth in a few weeks. As I look back this year, I'm really thankful as to what our youth has become that more and more new people are joining and hopefully enjoying themselves, hanging out with me...unfortunately. It's been a productive year of youth this year I reckon and I can't wait for next year, not because that I'll be in year 12 and i get to tell the younger ones like cesc and joon what to do, but just that i'm so looking forward to more and more new people joining our youth and expanding our size. It's just awesome and i can't wait. BOLY 2008 is gonna rock...i don't know if you're ready but I CERTAINLY AM!! cmonnnn! YOUUUUUUU!!!

and i'm still wondering whether to sing "big girls don't cry" at youth break-up. any suggestions? yes? no? :p it's like the best song and my personal favourite! i listen to it everynight on fox/light fm...it's the best! "i hope you know, i hope you know, that this is nothing to do with youuuuuuuuu. it's personal, myself and i, we got some straightening out to dooooooo...." pure awesomeness! love it love it love it!

so, this has been the official first post of 'chilling out with JaOng'. tune in next time for whatever i feel like blogging next...

jase